Ever get the feeling that you’re just not living a real LIFE? Like whatever it is that you are actually doing (watching youtube videos, going to class, going to work, grocery shopping, watching the ump-teenth movie you’ve see this summer at the theater etc.) is a big fat waste of time?
Life sometimes gives you these rare moments where you think, this is what it means to be ALIVE. This is what makes me happy. This is worth living for.
at this very moment in time, I miss them. I long for the ones I have yet to experience.
I miss laughing until I can’t breathe with Brandi and Jessica. I miss New Year’s Eve when for the first time in a long time I was actually with a group of people-celebrating by playing some Halo, I miss Fish Camp which changed my life, I miss that fresh outta high school the sky’s the limit feeling I felt on the first ever day of Freshman Year at A&M.
I can’t wait to get my Aggie Ring, graduate, and hopefully if I’m one of the lucky ones…..start LIVING. As scary as it will be, I truly hope the “real world” holds more moments that make me feel alive and takes me to all the places I want to go, all the things I want to do and people I will meet.
Just sitting here, doing nothing, at 3:07 am in June (which I hate) dreaming dreams. Waiting for more of those “this is life” moments.
humpback whales bubble netting. One of my biggest dreams is to go to Alaska, and hopefully get to do some whale watching.