Ever get the feeling that you’re just not living a real LIFE? Like whatever it is that you are actually doing (watching youtube videos, going to class, going to work, grocery shopping, watching the ump-teenth movie you’ve see this summer at the theater etc.) is a big fat waste of time?
Life sometimes gives you these rare moments where you think, this is what it means to be ALIVE. This is what makes me happy. This is worth living for.
at this very moment in time, I miss them. I long for the ones I have yet to experience.
I miss laughing until I can’t breathe with Brandi and Jessica. I miss New Year’s Eve when for the first time in a long time I was actually with a group of people-celebrating by playing some Halo, I miss Fish Camp which changed my life, I miss that fresh outta high school the sky’s the limit feeling I felt on the first ever day of Freshman Year at A&M.
I can’t wait to get my Aggie Ring, graduate, and hopefully if I’m one of the lucky ones…..start LIVING. As scary as it will be, I truly hope the “real world” holds more moments that make me feel alive and takes me to all the places I want to go, all the things I want to do and people I will meet.
Just sitting here, doing nothing, at 3:07 am in June (which I hate) dreaming dreams. Waiting for more of those “this is life” moments.
humpback whales bubble netting. One of my biggest dreams is to go to Alaska, and hopefully get to do some whale watching.
Your zodiac and if you think it fits your personality
I’m a Cancer and it absolutely fits me to a tee. I’m very sensitive and take things the wrong way easily. I very much value feeling secure and safe. I’m a worrier. I’m very cautious, and rarely spontaneous. I’m very emotional and nostalgic and imaginative. So many things that are Cancer worthy. The moodiness and irritable thing is true too.
Cancer Character Traits
Unable to let go
What you wore today. (some of these are seriously boring I know…but..)
My purple Nike’ shirt which I bought on clearance at Academy (I think) with Brandi on our trip to Schlitterbahn.
My Old Navy Jeans which I bought on sale for $20 with Taylor
What you think about your body and how comfortable you are with it.
- my straight hair
- full lips
- nice shape/proportions
Could be better:
- My weight
- Oily skin
- there’s a gap between my front teeth
- sparse eyelashes
- big feet
I guess I’m pretty comfortable with all of this except for the weight part. I’d really like to lose weight to not only look better but feel better too.
Finally a reaaaaally fun one. Five guys you find attractive.
1. James McAvoy
2. Sam Worthington
3. Viggo Mortensen (As Aragorn) purrrr
4. Chris Hemsworth
5. Chris Evans
*Sigh* Five wasn’t nearly enough……….
Mom, Dad, John IV (Willie), and Brodie
Also, my beloved pets Sophie, Meeko and Roxy
First 10 songs when you’re ipod is on shuffle
1. Jake Owen-Anything for You
2. Away- Breaking Benjamin
3. You Won’t Find This- Carrie Underwood
4. For You-Staind
5. Intro-Breaking Benjamin
6. Chapter 72 of Inkspell by Cornelia Funke (Audiobook)
7. Party in the USA-Miley Cyrus
8. Betrayed-Avenged Sevenfold
9. A Little Past Little Rock-Lee Ann Womack
10. The Difficult Kind-Sheryl Crow